Ami xellmoddech ravtole?

Ami xellmoddech ravtole?

- Jose Salvador Fernandes


Ami xellmodde zaleat!
'Ami' mhollear konn? Bharotache nagrik! Dhanvtem udok khoim sodanch nitoll-nivoll asta; kiteak tem vhanvun veta. Jem eka konddant santton urta, tem udok vhanvon vochpa khatir fuddem-i vochona ani fattim-i sorona. Ekech svater tharun urta. Oxem ekech svater santton urlolea udkak kaim disamni xello manddta .... vas marta. Zoso kall sorta, toso tea udkak ghann-guttann marta. Punn tea ghann-ollxigvannea udkant jiyetolea jivak te ghannichem mat vegllem oxem kainch disona ... bhogona. Kiteak? Taka te ghann-gutt'tannichi sonvoim zal'li asta.

Pon'nas vorsam adim, porkeamni Bharotachem kondd kel'lem. Hea konddant tannim aple sot'techem udok haddun ghatlolem. Porki sot'techem udok vhanvon vochpa khatir fuddem vochona hem tor zalench. Fattim-i sorona. Bharot des porkeanchea gulam'ponnachem kondd zalem. Tednam thavn Bharotacho dor ek nagrik porkeanche sot'techea xelleak ghuspon urlo. Dis-kall sorta toso tannem porkeanchea teach-teach nem'-kaideanche ghannn-guttannint lollchem poddtalem. Monak favo te upai oxea vellar suchonk nasle dekun kaim kall tantunt to loll'la-i. Punn fuddem tea porkeanchea xeka-tollache ghannint odik jiyeunk zaina zalem, tednam taka ek upai suchlo. Oxea vellar tannem tea porkeanchea konddak khoim tori tea upayacho ghai ghalun, porki sot'techem ani xeka tollachem ghanniarem udok vhanvun vochunk soddlem. Ani tem toxem gelem-i bi. Titlean Bharot nitoll-nivoll zalo. Mekllo zalo. Svotontr zaIo .

... Bharotan svotontrai zoddli!

Tednam Bharotan svotontrai zoddloli zait, punn ti aiz khoreponnant togloli disona. Aiz Bharotant, niz svotontrayecho zago sanddla. Torui, konnak-ui Bharotache svotontraye vixim aiz kitem-i mhonnpachem asa zalear, ti fokot nanva purtich asa mhonnpak zai. Aiz Bharotant protek mollacher zo vevhar chol'la, to svotontr desa vangdda desachea svotontr nagrikak-ui sobpa sarko nhoi. Desant jem vevharachea nanvan chol'lam tem monache kosvotter ghanslear, Bharot des svotontr zal'lo des mhonn mandun gheunk augodd lagta.

Bharot des bhroxttacharache bhokik poddla. Nhoi! Tea bodlek, taka bhroxttacharache bhokik ghala mhonnop hem mudier thik koxem bostolem. Bharotant, vochot tea konnxeak ani zageancher sabar rupacho bhroxttachar riglolo, matlolo ani ramplolo dista. Bharotant aiz, hem-tem kam’ follak yeunche khatir poile-voile suvater bhroxttacharachem hains dakoilea xivai kainch ghoddona. Khorea kaideache poilitayen zaka jeo gozali favo zaunk zai asleo, taka teo mellonant. Khorea orthan mellonant oxem mhonnpak iena. Kiteak, zaich zalear te adim bhroxttacharachea hainsachem tondd dakounchem asta nhoi?
Fattlim kitlimxinch vorsam thavn, Bharot des barik-motteanchea hatantlean bhroxttacharachea chopkeak sampoddlolo asa. Ho bhroxttacharacho chopko kall sorta toso Bharotak kednam, khoim koso piddit hem sangunk zaina. Oxea velar ticho ugddas ieta. Konnacho?
Tika kazar zaun tin mhoine legit sorunk nasle.
"Bori xikloli" mhonntoch, ti aplea mona sarki nokri korunk sodi. Ani ek dis tika zai toslech nokrechi jairat khobram-potracher uzvadda aili. Tinnem ti vachli. Ani fuddem tichea monache nodre mukhar ‘to’ ubo ravta. ‘To’ mhollear konn?
Gõycho amdar!
Aiz Bharotachea khoinchea-I rayant , poile-voile suvater amdar-montreanche paim dhorlea xivai tujem kam' sompeponnan zatelench mhonnonk iena. Te nigtech kazar zalole ostorecher-ui tich palli aiIi. Apleak tem kam' mellchem mhunn tinnem 'tea' amdarache paim dhorle. Zalear tannem tika kitem sangchem?
"Kam' melloun ditam, punn ek rat mhojea vangdda hotelant sarchi poddteli."
Mud'dom' ghoddoiloli kanni disona hi? Kanni nhoi ti! Gõychea Gõyantuch te ostorechea jivitant ghoddloli ghoddnni hi!

Bharotant sorvoi mollancher torekvar rupamni bhroxttachar cholta. Ami jiyetolea Bharotachem khoinchem moll bhroxttachara viret asa tem sodun kaddche khatir chudd lavun sodunk gelear amkam tem sodun-ui mellchem na. Bharotachea nagrikank hachi bes-bori zannvai asa. Ani hem zanna ason-ui, Bharotacho 'manadik' nagrik, kainch vankddem ghoddonk naslolea porim huskea viret jiyeta. Bharotacho dusro 'manadik' nagrik chear-chougam modem, desant vostolea bhroxttacharacher 'zannvayechim' chear utram uloita ani to vixoi titlea purtoch sompoita! Ani moujechi gozal mhollear, xiklole je asat, tea nagrikank desantlea bhroxttacharachi matui ghann-gutt'ttann ani vitt iena.
Vaitt boreachi zannvai aslolo ho xiklolo nagrik, aplea desant vostolo bhroxttachar koso sonsta kai? Desant vochot te suvater bhroxttacharacho xello matla hem sot taka kiteak huskaina kai? Bhroxttachara add taka kiteak utton-zhuzon disona kai?
Aiz Bharot desachim sutram nalaik mon'xanchea hatant poddlolim asat. Desacho mog naslole pranni desachim sutram hatalltat. Tanche poros bore ani odik tanki-kopxeche hea Bharotant konnuch na kai?
Na kiteak? Asat. Nitoll-nivoll xilache monis asat.
Sodeak des choloitat tanche poros-ui fixalkayen voir urtole pranni hea desant asat. Punn tankam, aplea desa khatir apnnem kitem-i tori korchem oxem kiteak disona, hench ek kuvaddem poddta.
Bharotantle zannar kivam nennar nagrikank - soglleankuch desantlea bhroxttacharachi zann asa.
Apunn hea bhroxttachari desant jiyeun-ui apnnak ani desak kosloch som’bond na oxe vrut'ten to jiyeta. Desachea boreponnache nodrentlean tannem dhogmoddayechem dhoronn apnnailam. To xellmoddo zala.
Dis-kall sorta titlo des bhroxttacharache ghann-ollxigent purot asa. Desache nagrik hea natean ami kitlo kall hem sonstole? Vo amche kodde bhroxttachara add zhuzunk tank na? Vo kopxi ason-ui ami xellmodde ravleat? Oxem asot tor fuddem ek sobhavik proxn uprasta to oso: Ami kitlo kall porian xellmodde ravtole?
Xellmodde ravche asat? Ravat. Punn ek - faleam ho 'bhroxttachar' Ghottnneche vollerint ghalun kaideaxir (legalised) kelo zalear, tednam mat...

4/04/2009