Xevottak Ami Monisuch Mum?

SON'VARACHIM SUNGTTAM:

Xevottak Ami Monisuch Mum?

-Jose Salvador Fernandes


Gõyant zaupi tiatr ani khell-tiatrachea pikant halinch ek tiatr machier ailo. Hea-tea xaramni ani ganvamni tachea zaitech proyog zale. Gõyant ekadarea khell-tiatrache kivam tiatrache proyog chodd zatat tacher adarun, to khell-tiatr vo tiatr boro asa oxem mhonntat. Punn kaim khepo khoincho-i khell-tiatr vo tiatr babot legit aslo zalear-ui tache kitlexech proyog zatat. Nhoi, te poros te mud'dom kortat. Uprant tea proyogank pon'nas nhoi tor panch tori boddkam asum. Punn kitem-i zaum. Khell-tiatr vo tiatr boro asa kay na tem tachea proyogancher adarun tharaunk zaina. Kiteak, kaim pavtti ek dorjedar khell-tiatr vo tiatr boro ason-ui cholonk zay titlo cholona. Tachea fattlean karonnam khub asum yetat. Voir ul'lekh kel'lea tiatrachi kotha-vostu tiatr pollovpeanchea monak xevott meren bhiddona. Punn tantuntlea kantarancho tor vichar kelo zalear, borinchxim kantaram aikopeank bodh divpa sarkim aslim. Itlea-i kantaram modem ek kantar aslem tiatrastanchea monis-jivitacher.Tiatrist aplea tiatrantlean vo kantarantlean dusreancheo chuki sobhemazar voir kaddun teo nittayer ghalunk xikounn ditat. Punn hech tiatrist aplea jivitachem pavl ghuspon khala poddtat tacher mat bhor dinant, ani padricho sermanv uniyek nhoi mhonntat te bhaxen aplem jivit nittayer haddunk visortat. Ho tea kantaracho girob. Aplea kantarantlean tea gavpean nanv ghensatana dog zann tiatristanchea vankddea jivitacho ul'lekh kelo. Mhunnonuch khoim, khubxea zann tiatristanchea pottant dukhlam mhonnpachem aikunk yeta. Ani tem kantar gavpeak kantarantleanuch zabab diunk khoim, atam anik eklo tiatrist git gavpacho asa mhunn aikunk yeta.

Khoinchoch monis sopurnnayecho khajino mhunn zolmak yena. Toso to zolmak ailolo zalear, az mon'xam-mon'xam modem ontor voschi nasli. Veglle-veglle monis jem kitem kortat tantunt-ui koslench veglleponn urchem naslem. Mon'xachea veglleponnakuch lagun amchea bhonvtonnchea sonvsarant, vegllem-vegllem, odik-unnem oxem khubxem kitem tori polleunk mellta. Hea veglleponnakuch lagun amchea bhonvtonnchea sonvsarak vegllo rong ailolo asa. He vividhtayentuch mon'xache jinnecho orth asa. Na tor, zolmak ailoloch monis sopurnn zal'lo zalear, mon'xak aplea sangati mon'xachi goroz bhaspachi nasli. Punn az choltam-bhonvtam eka mon'xak aplea kama khatir dusrea mon'xachi goroz poddta mhunnonuch monis ekameka thaim sompork sadhta, hea tea karonnachea nimitan ekamekak lagim sorta.

Aplea zolmantlean hea sonvsarant proves kel'lo khoinchoch monis sopurnn nhoi hacho orth, tea mon'xa bhitor gunnam vangdda ogunn-ui asat.Thoddem tori unneponn asa. Hem unneponn bhorun kaddunk tannem jivitant apunn sompurnn zaum porian vavurpachem asta. Jitlo to aplem tem-tem unneponn bhorun kaddunk vavurta, titlo-titlo to apleakuch ghoddoyta, apleachoch sobhav akarta.

Somazantlo protek monis ekameka pasun vegllo tharta. To vegllo tharta. to tachea chintnank, vagnnukek, gunn-ogunnak ani tankik lagon. Tachea vevsayecho-i hantum aspav asa. Hem sogllem komi-odik promannan soglleancheach vantteak yeta mhonntoch, komi-odik promannan ek monis dusrea poros vegllo tharta. Mhonntokuch, yevzonneche nodrentlean ekleachem mon jitlem voir pavta titlem dusreachem pavona. Eklea thaim jem kitem bhes-bore ritin korunk zata, tachea chovtea vanttean legit dusrea thaim toslench kitemxem korunk ghoddona, ani toxem korunk taka to gunn kivam kopxi-i asona. Eklo dusreachem boreponn yevjita zait, punn dusreak aplea boreponna mukhar dusreachem kitench yevzona. Zalear, kaim zannank, somazant kitem tori borem vompchem monant khorzota, zalear kaim zannachea monant sonvsarantlea boreponnachem ghott'tonn korpachem asta. Protek mon'xacho oslo vegllo-vegllo sobhav tachi jinn ghoddoyta ani aple te veglle-veglle jinnentlean toch monis aplea sorbhonvtonni aslolo somaz ghoddoyta.

Somazant amkam vegllea-vegllea bhesache monis melltat. Somazantlo protek monis melltat. Somazantlo protek monis aple kopxe pormannem, apleak avoddta toslo, ani zantuntlean aplea pottacho-i prosn sutt'a toslo vavr korta. Punn somazantlo khoincho monis khoimsor-ui ani konnager-ui zolmun, apunn zogtelea kivam dusrea vattarant koslo-i vavr korun, kitem-i khaun-piyeun, tacheant kosli-i ani kitli-i tank-kopxi asum. Punn ek mat khorem, khoinchoch monis kednach sompurnn asona. Tannem sopurnnaye khatir sosnnikayen vavurcho asta.

Tiatr mhollear somazacho harso mhonntana, somazantlo khoincho pranni khoinchea natean hea tiatrant koslo bodh kivam xikounn gheun machier tiatr pollennaram mukhar ubo zait tem sangunk yena. Amchea tiatramni choddan chodd pavtti somazantlim vegllim-vegllim choddxim sovongam machier polleunk melltat, punn tiatrist sovng mellona. Punn somazant tiatrist mhunn vaurtolo pranni somazantlea vegllea-vegllea bhesachea mon'xachea boreponnachi tokhnnay korit gitam gaitana ami aikotanv. Titlench nhoi, tor tiatr vo khell tiatr madheoma xivay gitantlean-ui somazantlea mon'xache vankdde chalicher tiatrstan vo git gavpean boddi marleli ami polletanv-aikotanv. Tiatrist pranni ho somazacho anik ek vangddi. To tiatrist hea natean heram poros agllo-vegllo zait, punn monisponnache nodrentlean her mon'xam sarko monis. Monis mhunnona fuddem tache bhitor gunn-ogunn aspavtat. To heram mon'xam bhaxen opurnnuch asta ani sompurnn zaunche khatir tannem promannikponnan aplea jivitant vavurpachem asta.

Mhonntoch, sonvsarantli jinn zogtana tiatrist-ui tor ogunnache valik ghuspolo zalear, to monis hea natean ghuspolo mhonnunk zay. Ani to fuddarak toso ghuspon urcho nhoi mhunn borea monan tachea ogunnacher khoinchea-i rupan boddi marli zalear, khoinchea-i tiatristachea pottant dukhonk favona. Tea boldek, apunn-ui chukunk xokta mhunn khalteponnan vichar korun, somazant sodanch apleo chuko vattaunk tannem vavrunk favo. Mon'xacho bhes tachea chukincher dhampnnem ghalina, punn tea mon'xacheo chuki ani ogunn mat taka to monis mhunn ugddas korta. Mhunnonuch mhonntam, tiatristan tiatrist mhunn apleak ubarun dovorche poilim, apunn ek sobheo monis koso jiyevpak vavrunk zay.


29/3/2008

(c) Prof. Jose Salvador Fernandes
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