Jivit Tujem Ani Vichar Mhoje?

Jivit Tujem Ani Vichar Mhoje?

- Jose Salvador Fernandes


Ti son'varachi tambddi tinsanz asli hacho mhaka ghott ugddas asa.Oi! Osle rongit sanjer mhaka Zeliacho fone ailo. Fonaveleanuch tinnem mhaka dusrea disa, mhonnlear Aitaradis Moddganv mellunk urjent 'appointment' ghetlo.

Atam hem Zelia konn?

Poili thaun satvi meren mhojea vangdda xikpi. Mhojem 'classmate.' Attvek thaun hanvem mhoji xalla bodol'li khori, punn chittintlean ami amcho xallentlo sombond chaluch dovorlo. Mhojem M A-chem xikop zata mhonnosor Zelia kazar zalem. Panch vorsamni teg bhurgeanchi avoy. Ani kazarak att vorsam bhortat mhonnosor, ticho poti malaria pidda zavn somplo. Tea vellar Zeliak apnnacher mollobuch konsllon poddlelea vori bhoglem vo bhoglolea porim tem vagunk laglem.

Dusrea disa, tharailolea vellar, Moddganvchea tea hotelant amchi bhett zali. Zeliachea monacho doria boroch uchamboll zalolo asa hem tichem sodchea poros vegllem mukhamoll mhaka sangtalem. Te khatir hanvem tika mhonnlem - " Tum az sodanchem Zelia disona! 'Am I right'?"

"You are right, but who'll tell me whether I'm wrong or...." tichim fuddlim utram ticheach talleant jirolim ani ti odikuch osovost zali.

"Zelia, oxem kitem vegllem ghoddlam az?"Laginch ubo aslelea hotelantlea veittorak 'snacks' haddpachi order ditoch hanvem Zeliak proxn kelo. Oddchonnint poddloli ostori vo cheddum, tanche thaim don-tin pavtti vicharlea bogor apli oddchonn sanginant hachi mhaka khobor asli. Punn toxem porot-porot vicharun Zeliachea monacher tann haddun ticheach tonddantlean tichi gozal aikopachi mhaka umollxik nasli. Tinnem apnnem zavn mhka hanga apovn haddla, hanvem tika apovnk nam. Zalear, ti apli oddchonn sangina zalear, hanvem kiteak itlo voir-sokol zavcho? Tichea 'freedom'-ak man divn hanvem-i te babtint porot zap kaddunk nam. Title mhonnosor veittor 'snacks' dovrun koddsorlo.

"Zelia, tonddant ghal nu?!" Oxem sangit hanvem ek 'snack' kaddun khavpak survat keli.

"Zanna tum?" Plettintlo ek 'snack' kaddit tinnem mhonnlem, "mhaka anik eka dadlea thaim mog zala. Ani atam mhonnosor amcho mog boroch fuddem pavla. Mhojea moga khatir tannem aple potinik divors dila ani aplea dog bhurgeancher sarkoch visor ghala. Dor disa, don'parchea vellar to mhaka bhettunk ghora yeta. Hem pollevn lok mhojeo gozali kortat. Ami anik thoddeach mhoineamni kazar zavpachim asat hachi lokak khobor na. Toxi hi khobor ami konnakuch sangunk-ui na. Mhaka tin bhurgim asat hachi taka addkholl na.Tankam aplea bapaiponnacho mog divnk tannem khuxi ugtailea!" Itlem sangun Zelia mhojea tonddaxim pollet ogich ravlem. Mhoje protikriechi opekxa (expecting my reaction) korit. Punn Zeliachea uchamboll doriant hanv mat xant aslom.

Ami dogaim monim ravlelim pollevn veittor porot amchea mullant ailo ani hanvem don chav 'order' keleo.

"Itlench sangpa khatir tuvem mhaka apovn haddlolo?" Hanvem moneponn moddlem.

"O!" Addecho hanso khelloit Zelian zabab dilo.

"Punn hi gozal mhaka kiteak sangunk zai asli?"Mhaka-i tache fattlem karonn zannam zavnk zai aslem mhonnun hanvem toxem vicharlem. Veitor chav dovrun gelo.

"Hanvem sanglea te gozali vixim loka porim tuka kainch mhonnpak naka?" Zelian ub vetele chayek ghontt marit proxn kelo.

"Nam. Toxem kelear loka ani mhoje modem kosli ontor urli? Dusrem, mhojem mon lokanchem nhoi ani lokanchem mon mhojem nhoi." Hanvem sottasott mhojem mon ulovn dakhoilem.

"Torui astana, hanv jem panvl marunk fuddem sorlam, te babtint tujem mhonn'nnem kitem?" Zelian porot mhoji opekxa zannun ghevpacher bott dovorlem.

"Hem polle, tuvem tujea jivitachi ji gozal sangli nhoi, ti kiteak sangli? Tujem kalliz-mon lhou korunk , vo tuje te gozalicher hanvem bhaxeo (comment) korinastana, ogich ravon aikun ghevchem mhonn sangli?"

"Te vixim mhaka tujem mon zanna zavnk zai. Dekhunuch hanvem ti khobor tujea kanar ghalea." Zelia.

"Polle Zelia. Tuka apli potin korunk zai te khatir tannem aple sakramentache potinik divors dilo. Aplea dog khaxa bhurgeancher visor ghalun ani tankam bapaiponnachea mogak vollvollaun to tujea bhurgeank mog divnk raji zala. Hantum tuka tachem kitem-i vankddem dista?" Hanvem ticheach monant vicharancho fodoll nirmann korpacho proytn kelo.

"Nam, kainch nam.!" Zelia atm-visvasan (confidently) uloilem.

"Toxem zalear, hi gozal mhojea kanar kiteak ghali tor tuvem? Khuim tori vochun kitem tori chukta hachi tuka zannvikay zalea mhunnonuch mu? Toxi tor nasli zalear, az tum mhaka itlem urjent hanga bhettum-ia oxem kiteak mhonntelem aslem?"

"Mhonnche, tujea motan hanv jem pavl ubarunk sodtam tem chukichem asa oxem nhoi?" Zelian mhojem mot thiravpacho proytn kelo.

"Tum korta tem chukichem oxem mhonnpak mhaka kosloch odhikar nam. Tuvem ubarlelea panvlanche vatter mhoje vichar addkhollinche fator koxe ube korunk-ui mhaka khuxi nam." Hanvem mhojem mon 'transparent' kelem.

"Oxem kitem tujem?" Apnnem opekxa keleli zap apnnak mellchi na hea vicharan Zelia apleach bhitor ghuspolem.

"Zelia, jivitant ami kitem-i korunk mekllim asot, punn sogllench korunk mat amkam odhikar aschonam.Tujeo khobro kortelea tea loka ani mhojea poros-ui tum tujem jivit borem zanna. Tujea jivitant tuka kitem bhogta-dista hachi konnachea-i poros tukach chodd bori khobor asteli. Tujim chintnam tukach borim somzotat, mhaka nhoi!Tuje khonti-dukhacho thav kitlo khol asa to tuje tunch zanna, lok nhoi. Hanv-ui nhoi. Tuvem ubarlelea protek orthachea pavlacher onorthachem xellem udok uddoitelim khub zannam asat. tankam tuje jinnechea sukha-dukhachi ani kholkayechi matui khobor aschina. Mhunnonuch, az ganvant-vaddear tim tujeo gozali kortat. Tujea mona pormannem tum tor sarki vatt cholta zalear, tanchea gozalimni tuvem tujeach paimak ghuspon kiteak poddchem? Lokachea ulovpant sot asa mhunn vo tuji poristhiti tankam somzona mhunn? Ani tuvem ubarlelea pavla vixim hanv mhojem mot dinam mhonn tuvem ranant sanddlolea vori kiteak vagchem? Mhojea eka motan tujea novea mogachea sonvsarant kosloch bodol zavchona. Ani tea bodolak zago-i aschona. Sarkem mu?"

Zelia osovost zalem khorem, punn tachea mukhamollacher dittayechim kirnnam fankarot aslim.

(kabar)

(c) Jose Salvador Fernandes

As published on January 13, 2008 on Gulf-Goans e-Newsletter
of www.goa-world.com archived at http://www.yahoogroups.com/group/gulf-goans/