Cheddvam Bhitorle Nosayechi Porikxa!

Cheddvam Bhitorle Nosayechi Porikxa!

- Jose Salvador Fernandes



There is more jealousy between females than male-female jealousy, (dadlea-ostore modem nosay asta tache poros chodd nosay don ostoream modem asta) oxem baravent mon’xastracho (psychology) vixoy xikoitana amkam xikpeank tticherin sanglolem. Mon’xastr hem mon’xachea poristhite pormannem hal-chalincho, sobhavacho, monacho adi. obheas vichar korunuch boroilolo asa. To zannun ghevop hi ek umedichi gozal. Punn zannunuch ghetlo mhunn tantum umed asona oxem mhaka disonam, punn mon’xastrache nodrentlean mon’xache te-te poristhite pormannem hal-chalincho, sobhavacho, monacho, adi. thav ghetlearuch mon’xastrachem khoreponn disun yeta. Dadlea-ostore modem nosay asta tache poros chodd nosay don ostoream modem asta oxem amkam mon’xastrant xikoilam tachem khoreponn koxem zannun ghevop? Monant mhonnlem, somazant itlea dadleam-ostoream modem astam, thoimsor hachem khoreponn pollevnk melltolem.

Te rati nhidunk gelom ani okosmat “dadlea-ostore modem nosay asta tache poros chodd nosay don ostoream modem asta” hi gozal monant porot ubi zali. Kitle vegim hachem khoreponn mhaka pollevnk melltolem, hanvem mhakach proxn kelo, ani desachea Prodhan Montreachea monacher vhoddlo bhar asta toslo bhar mhojea mathear aslolea porim hanvem he gozali vixim khub yeuzunk laglom. Dadlea-ostore modem nosay asta tache poros chodd nosay don ostoream modem asta hi gozal mhaka toxi itle sompeponnim ani itle vegim pollevnk mellchina oxem monak dislem tednam, okosmat monachea porddear mhojeach ghorantleo dog ostoreo – ek mhoji avoy, dusri mhoji bhoinn – ubeo zaleo. Ek-don mhoine sorle khore, torui tanche modli nosay mhaka pollevnk mell’lich na.

Dekun ek dis tharailem. Ostoream modem chodd nosay asta nhoi? Experiment-uch korun polleum-ia.

Baravi xiktana monant ason-ui vangdda xikpi khuincheach cheddva thaim kednach particular friendship zoddun disonk na. Toxem klasintlench ek cheddum mhojea monant ghunvtalem. Apnnem adlea disa Psychology period-ak danddi marlolea mhojea monantlea tea cheddvan mhoje kodde notes magun vhele tednam jivak khub borem dislem. Dusrech ghoddiek hika I’m interested in you vo I love you oxem mhonnpachi toyari dovorloli… zalear te notes kopi korun porot ditana tinnem mhaka kitem mhonnchem? “You are like a brother to me who never says no to me whenever I ask for the notes. Thank you very much.” Hem aikotoch, magir urlolem vorosbhor hanvem tiche khatir brother-uch zavn ravcho poddlo na?

Atam mhonnlem, experiment-a khatir konn tori cheddvak vinchun kaddunk tharailem. “Dadlea-ostore modem nosay asta tache poros chodd nosay don ostoream modem asta” mhonntat to experiment prove korche khatir! Sumar satollembhor klasintlea cheddvank kodde hea-tea nimitan, mhakach fors korun ulovnk laglom. Ani soglleam kodde bore som’bond zullon yetoch, eka cheddvak havem uloitam-uloitam vicharlem – “Christalin, tuzo birthday kednam?” Tika kitem dislem mhunn konn zanna! Ti ogich murgottli. Hansli, ani dusre vatten tondd ghunvddaun lozli. Hanvem ticheant interested aslolea porim. Hanvem porot-ui tika ticho zolm’-dis vicharlo. Tinnem dolle pittpittait sanglem – “Faleam! January 8th.”

“Faleam partti tor mhaka!” Tichea sobhavacho hint ghevn hanv ticho mogi zalolea vori vagun uloilom. Magir ghe ga! Tem il’lem chodduch lozlem. Hanvem ticho poilo kis ghetlolea porim!

Sanjer ghora portotana monant mhonnlem, ah! Hoch soeg boro asa. Experiment korpak, don ostoream modle nosayechi tenkxi pollevnk. Soroll zolm’disachim karddam viktolea xhopar gelom. Ek cheddo-cheddum voir eka rukhachea khandear, ekamekak tenkun bosun uloitoleachem chitr aslolem kardd ghetlem. Ghora vetoch ghorantlea konnakuch disona zavnk vevosthit ritin pustokachea kovrant lipoilem. Na zalear, ghorantlea konnachea-i hatak tem kardd lagun thoimsor anik naka zalolo experiment zalo zalear?

Dusrea disa, her disam poros matso vegllom nheslom ani klasik gelom. Zalear, Higher Secondary-chem volibol khellgoddi aslolem lamb dhongeanchem Christalin zogmogit nhesun ailolem. Hanv klasichea darar pavlam mat, tinnench mhaka hello kelo. Monant nasun-ui, “tum aiz soglleam poros sundor dista” oso nirop divpi mukhamollan hanv taka chok’k hanslom. Tednam tem kalche poros chodduch lozlem.

Interval poddlo toso, klasint hanv eksurea bankar bosun aslolom thoim Christalinak apoilem, tika porbim dilim ani lhou tem kardd tichea hatant dilem. Tem kardd tem thoinch ugtem korunk vetalem, hanvench mhonnlem, “naka, hanga ugtem kori naka. Konn-ui pollevnk xokta.”

“Thank you, thank you,” Christalin umalleamni bhorlolem.

“Tuka ek gozal sangum?” Christalinak bexttench utsuktailem.

“Mhozo tuka mog asa zalear sang.” Tem avoddeamni uloilem.

“Tum aiz Sylvia poros-ui sundor dista,” ostoream modle nosayechi porikxa korunk hanvem poilem panvl ubarlem. Hanvem oxem sanglolem aikun, Christalin laginch aslolea zonelaxim ubem ravun mumurkench hanstalem.

Atam hem Sylvia konn? Konn anik? Amchech klasintli Christalinachich ghott ixttin!

Dusrea disa, Christalinan tem kardd Sylviak dakoilem. Hi gozal mhaka tisrea disa svota Christalinanuch sangli. Hanvem taka vegim-vegim vicharlem, “kitem mhonntalem tem?”

“Borem dista. Borem choose korun haddlam. Kednachean mogan poddlo go tujea? Oxem tem mhaka porot vichartalem,” Christalinan apnnem voilbolant best player kop (mhonnche mhaka) jikhlolea porim mukhamoll korun mhaka sanglem.

Christalinachea tonddantlean hi khobor aikotanch, don ostoream modle nosayechi porikxa korpachem mhojem kam’ Sylvian borench sompem kelem oxem mhaka dislem. Dis sortat toxe Christalina kodde hanvem mogachem dhong oxe toren rongoilem, xevttim klasintlim soglinch mhonnpak laglim, zomlem re zomlem! Porinnam’? Klasintlim her cheddvam mhaka tiroskarache nodrentlean pollevnk laglim. Hanv mhojeach bhoitor hanstalom.

Yednam mhonnosor mhaka dadlea-ostreache nosyaechi ddigri kollun ailoli. Koxi?

Mhoje klasintlo mhozoch ixtt baravechea klasintlea cheddvachea mogant aslo. Tacho mog kitlo niz aslo to mhaka khobor asli. Kiteak svota toch mhaka zanniv kortalo. Ek dis tachea mogiak anik eka cheddean aplea pagerak faroilem tednam, mhojea ixttak khub dukhlem, punn to apnnak soddun gelolea cheddva add ek utor ulovnk na. Ghorcho konn tori morun gela ani taka jivo korunk anik kosloch upay naslolea porim! Oxea vellar, taka te poristhitentlean bhair kaddunk hanv sabar torenim bharim vavurtalom.

Anik ek dis, xezarchea cheddvachea mogant aslolo dusrea vaddeavelea Antonik konnem tori koddu gozal sangli – “Anton, tujem motor Kunkollecho konn eklo choloita mure!” Zalear Antonin taka kitlea sompeponnan zap diunchi? “Tea cheddiecheak muglea xivai anik konn menna aslo musta. As-dia, gel’l tem bor’ gelem. Ek gel’l mhunn sonvsar kabar zata? Ani konn tori muj’ khatir huim tori asto nu?”

Fevrerachi 4 tarik zata mhonnosor monan mhaka mhonnlem,“don ostoream modle nosayechi porikxa korpachem” kam’ fuddem vochum-di.

Fevrerachi 14 tarik borich dhanvun lagim ietali. Valentine Day! Va! Mhonnlem, Sylvia sangata Valentine Day monoupacho! Aste-aste mhojem mon Sylviacher oddunk laglom. Klasint tika soddlem zalear (Christalinachi ixttin nhoi ti?) anik khuinchench cheddum mhaka bori zap dinaslem. Christalina kodde, modem-modim, chans ieta toso hanv Sylviacheo godd-godd gozali ulovnk laglom. Zalear, volibolak marlolo cut chuklolea porim Christalin tondd kortalem tem hanv tirxea dollean polletalom. Fuddle dis sortat toxe, eka cheddvak cheddea koddchean kitem avoddta ani tea pormannem tika koxi jikhun gheum yeta hem psychology-ntuch xiklolea gozalincho vapor korun, hanvem Sylviak ‘mogacheo’ khunna dakovpak survat keli. Zalear kitem sangum? Valentine Disak panch dis asa mhonnlear Sylvia mhojea ‘mogant’ poddlem!

Hanvem Christalinak ‘soddlem’ ani Sylviak ‘dhorlem’ tem pollevn klasintlim sogllinch ojap zalim. Zavpachinch! Tankam babddeank hanv experiment kortam mhunn khuim khobor?

Zalem! Mhojea ‘mogant’ Sylvia khub khoxal zalem. Atam tem chodduch moddon-dholon choltalem. Porot-porot hanstalem. Klas choltana porot-porot fattlean mhaka vollun polletalem. Yednam mhonnosor mhaka sogllem tichem somzolem. Dusre vatten, Christalin tor apleach sonvsarant astalem. Tondd kallem korun….. dukhovlolea porim…. Tea mhonnosor tinnem Sylvia kodde-i apli ixttagot tunttoun, Sylviacheo aileo-poileo khobro jirem-mirem lavun klasintlea herank sangunk laglem….. Mhozo experiment sarke vatten veta mhunn mhaka disonk laglo.

Klasink danddi marun kentinant Sylvia vangdda hanv vell sarunk laglom. Modinch tem mhaka Christalina add gozali sangtalem. “Tum zanna? Tum tache kodde friendly astana tem bhitorlean tanchea vaddeavelea Cedric nanvachea cheddea kodde friendly aslem. Borem kelem, tuvem taka soddlem tem… na zalear tum trasant poddtolo aslo….” Hi tantuntli ek gozal.

“Tum tachi itli bori ixttin ani tum tacheo naka zaloleo khobro sangta? Borea cheddvachem nanv oxem ibaddinant!” Sylviachea tonddantlean anik-ui kitem aikunk melltolem oxem somzun hanv uloilom. Zalear tinnem mhaka kitem sangchem?

“Ixttin? Kosli? Paddem monis tem!” Sylvian nosayechim utram ulovnk suru kelim.

“Borem…. borem…. taka ami atam borem sudraum-ia.” Hanvem mhonnlem.

“Kitlem-i sudrailear na sudorchem tem.” Sylvian nhoikari zap dili.

“Polle, Valentine Day ami tegaim……”

“Tum voch tache borabor…. Hanv yenam…..” Hanvem ulovn sompounche poilinch Sylvia ulovn mekllem zalem.

“Sangtam tem tori aik….” Hanv.

“Tachi khobor sangta zalear mhojke kodde uloum naka… hanv kainch aikonk toyar na….” Sylviachea nakar rag choddlolo.

“Polle Sylvia, Christalinak ami…..”

“Tuka tacho itlo mog aslo zalear mhojea mogan anik kiteak poddlolo? Tea bhair tum zanna tem koslem mionis tem…. Paddem…” oxem ulovn Sylvia atam mhonnosor apunn kitlem monan paddem tem mhaka thavem kortalem.

“Mhonnche tem amchea vangdda Valentine Day-ak naka mhonnta tor tum?” Hanvem Sylviak porot challovpacho proyotn kelo.

“Naka…. Don’t you know that the third person is a threat? And why you want that bitch with us to spoil the mood of the day?” Sylvian aplo mood pirddear kelo. “Ani tuka sangtam, tum tor taka amche vangdda Valentine Day haddlear, hanv taka soglleanchea ujir koxem lojek ghaltolem tem polle tum!”

Yednam mhonnosor mhozo “dadlea-ostore modem nosay asta tache poros chodd nosay don ostoream modem asta” ho mhozo proyog sufoll zalo-so mhaka dislo. Dekun, Christalinachea ani nhoi mhunn Sylviachea bhavnam kodde anik khellchem nhoi mhunn tharavn Valentine Disa hanv klasik geloch nam….. itlench nhoi, fuddem him-tim karonnam divn hanvem tanchi vatt soddun-ui dili.

Ani aiz, “dadlea-ostore modem nosay asta tache poros chodd nosay don ostoream modem asta” hem chitr vochot thoimsor pollevnk-onnbhovunk mellta.



23/05/2009


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Cheddvam-ostoreanchea monant kitem xizta konn sangot?

Son’varachim Sungttam:

Cheddvam-ostoreanchea monant kitem xizta konn sangot?

-Jose Salvador Fernandes

Khubxe pavtti mhonnlolem aikolam – Devak khuim tin gozali khobor nant. Poili, Don Bosko Sonvsthe kodde itlo duddu khuincho, dusri gozal Jezvit Sonvstheche padri sumara bhair huxar koxe, ani tisri, cheddvam-ostoreanchea monant kitem xizta.
Oi! Cheddvam-ostoreanchea monant kednam, kitem xizot ani xizta tem sangunk bhouch, bhouch moskil.
Pondra-solla vorsam fattli gozal. Moddganvchea Gandhi markittant gel’lom. Sanjechea chear vorancho vell zal’lo. Markittant modinch lokacho ek vhodd zomo. Konnak kitem zalem kai mhonnit hanvuim tea zomeant bhorti zalom. Polle zalear kitem?
Att-tis-cheallis vorsanche pirayechi ostori roddtali. Ani zomo zavn ubo aslolo lok tiche churchure kortalo. Hanvem ekleak vicharlem, “kitem zalem tika? Kiteak roddta ti?”
“Bazarak ailole kodden tichem khuim pakitt marlem.” Magic show-acho kitem item chuktolea vori tannem mhojea tondda kodde pollenastana, te ostorecheruch nodor thiravn sanglem.
“Atam mhaka ghov tapoitolo…… bazarak mhunn tannem mhaka satxim rupia dilole…. bagantuch dovorlole…. konnem tori bag chorun vhelem…. Atam ghora vochunk mhoje kodde poixe nant… hanv kitem kortelim?,” oxem ulovn ti ostori hunddkea-hunddkeamni roddtali. Tichem roddop pollevn mhojem kalliz matxe hal’lem. Matso movall’lom. Monant mhonnlem hanv mhunn kitem korunk xoktam? Bolsant bazra itlech duddu ghalun ailolom…. Tantuntle tika dile zalear, bazrak unnem zaunche nasle? Mhoji konnuch naslole te ostorecho itlo husko kortana, tea zomeantlo eklo-i monis tika koslich – duddvanchi vo suchovnnechi – mozot korunk fuddem soronaslo. Ti ravun-ravun tich-tich gozal sangtali ani porot-ui roddtali ani thoim hajir aslolo zomo tiatr pollelolea vori tichem ‘acting’ polletalo. Monant mhonnlem, avoi zait ti mhoji. Mhoji-i avoi oxich oddchonnek sampoddloli zalear tika-i konnem adar diuncho oxem mhaka dischem naslem? Zaum, konnachi tori avoi astoli ti. Punn xevttim mhojech avoi sarki avoi nhoi ti? Dekun, ek doyall kornni korum-ia mhonnit hanv fuddem sorlom ani tichexim vochun sanglem, “tuje kodde ghora vochunk poixe nant nhoi? Chol, mhoje kodde iskuttor asa, hanv tuka vhorun pavoitam.” Aplea dolleantlean vhanvtolim dukham hatantlea lensak puxit tinnem “dev borem korum baba” oxem hanvem mhonnlem.
“Tum khuinchi?” Hanvem tika proxn kelo.
“Kunkolle, Kombantli.” Tinnem babddeponnan zap dili.
“Chol tor, hanv tuka pavoitam.” Hanvem tika ghora pavoupachem aiteponn dakoilolem pollevn tichea mukhamollar matso uzvadd ful’lo. Ti mhojea fattafatt cholun yeunk lagli toxi, nigtoch tiatr sompun ghorche vattek laglolea porim thoim zomlolo lok aple vattek laglo.
Tika pavounche khatir Moddganvchean Kunkolleche vatter astana ti ostori mhaka, “atam mhaka ghov tapoitolo…… bazarak mhunn tannem mhaka satxim rupia dilole…. bagantuch dovorlole…. konnem tori bag chorun vhelem….. hanv ghora kitem sangtelim? Bhirant dista…..”
“Bhiyeum naka…. Oxem khubxea zannank ghoddta. Thoddeo gozali amchea hatant nastana ghoddtat. Atam te satxim rupia chorun vhele mhunn ami kitlo-i vell-kall mathear hat dovrun boslear te duddu amkam kitem porot melltole? Atam asum-di, te gozali vixim chodd chintum naka.” Hanvem tika moral support divpachem anik ek borem kam’ kelem.
Fuddlim tin-chear minttam amche modem ubem zalolem moneponn moddche khatir, hanvem tika vicharlem, “ghora bhurgim asat dista nhoi?”
“Oi re baba, tankam yetana khavnk haddtelim mhunn sangun hanv ghorantlean bhair sorlelim. Punn….” Tinnem aplem ulovp purem korunk na khorem, punn tichea tea ulovpan mhojea kallzak anik-ui churchurailem. Monant mhonnlem, bazar faleam korcho; hi ghora pavche poilim tichea bhurgeam khatir vatter kitem-i ghevn ditolom. Ani uprant, oxeoch gozali korit ami Kunkolle bazarant pavlim tednam tinnem mhaka apunn zavn, kaklut dispa sarkea tallean sanglem, “baba, bhurgeam khatir chear ‘ice-cream’ ghevn dita? Lhan-lhan bhurgim mhojim, maim khavnk haddteli mhunn axevn ani dolleant tel ghalun vatt pollet ravtolim.” Adinch tichea ani tichea bhurgeam khatir movall’lelem kalliz mhojem atam anik-ui movall’lem. Hanvem iskuttor sttendar kaddli. Moneamnich, att-dha panvlanchea ontrar aslolea dukonar gelom ani chear ‘ice-cream’-iechim kopam eke potient ghalun ghevn ailom. Ti poti tichea hatant dili. Skuttor chalu keli ani Kombant vochpachi vatt dhorli. Kunkolle thavn Komba veche vatter astana ti ek-ui utor ulovnk na. Mhaka-i tem kainch vegllem disonk na. “Tujea ghora vochpacho rosto khuinchean to mhaka sang, sarki ghora vhorun pavoitam.” Zalear titlean tinnem mhaka kitem mhonnchem?
“Tum mhaka hangach denvoi. Ghora kodde yeum naka. Ghorant konn na. Lokan tor pollet zalear, lok mhojeo khobro pordesant aslolea ghovak pavoitolo. Tum porot voch.” Oxem ulovn ti fottfottit, choriam koxi cholot geli ani ek-dusrea ghorachea addosak nanch zali.
Hanv tika gorjechea vellar pavlom dekun, aplea ghora pavtoch upkari kallzan mhaka dhin’vastoli oxem dislolem. Punn……
Monant mhonnlem, “roddtole bailek patiyeunchem nhoi” mhonntat ti gozal sarki. Moddganvam tinnem zo dhamal kelo tednachean thavn ti Kunkolle-Komba vatter astana tichea monant kitem-kitem xiztalem tem mhaka koll’lench na, punn mhaka topi ghalpachem tichea monant jem kitem xizlem tem mhaka xevottakuch gomlem.


16/05/2009